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Una palabra no dice nada
y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo
igual que el viento que esconde el agua
como las flores que esconde el lodo.

*one word doesnt mean anything
and at the same time it hides everything
just as the wind hides the water
like the flowers that the mud hides

Una verdad no dice nada
y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo
como una hoguera que no se apaga
como una piedra que nace polvo.

*A truth does not say anything
And at the same time it hides everything
Like a bonfire that does not go out
Like a stone that is born with dust.

Si un dia me faltas no sere nada
y al mismo tiempo lo sere todo
porque en tus ojos estan mis alas
y esta la orilla donde me ahogo,

*If one day you need me, I will be nothing
And at the same time I will be everything
Because in your eyes are my wings
And the shore where I drown

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As I got up this morning
U watched me and hoped I’d talk to U
Even if it was just a few words
Asking your opinion,
Thanking U for something good that happened, Allah,
But U noticed I was too busy
Trying to find the right clothes matching with the right shoes
and I ran around the house getting ready
U knew there would be minutes to stop and say hello
But I still,,, I were too busy
And at one point I had to wait doing nothing
Then U saw me spring to my feet
Thought I wanted to talk
But I ran to the phone
Called a friend… Wassup!

Ok now it’s time for us to talk
So I find and empty room but hesitation is in my heart
A look down the hall …nobody there so I close the door
Take of my new jacket? I can’t put this on the floor
I’m a have this conversation standin’ or my jeans will get dirty
Better yet I’m a sit on this chair right here ’cause I feel a bit lazy
Almost forgot to pull the curtains so no one can look in
And just when I’m about to utter U some words
Someone steps in
Embarrassed by the moment
I jump up and come up with some stupid excuse
Like I was looking for something
All while U were watchin’ me patiently
Ready to give more chances
With the hope
That eventually at some point I will speak to U

U give me so much
U wait all day for a nod
A prayer or a thought
A thankful part of my heart

I,,,,
All day workin’ hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

I know U noticed that before lunch I looked around
I felt embarrassed to talk to U
That is why I didn’t bow my head
Glanced 3 or 4 tables over, saw some of my friends talking to U
But I did not, there is still more time left
Hope that I will talk to U yet, but I
Went home and seemed as if I had lots of things to do
After that what is on TV
Suddenly I felt too tired to talk to U
Fell asleep in no time without a thought for U
I know it’s hard to have a one sided conversation
Well give me some days to try again and again and again

I came by your house very early this morning
I didn’t stop to call you or say hi, and that’s quite strange
Now that the lights are out, I’m thinking
If we only talk when I need it
Or if I only miss you when I’m afraid
I always carry you on my bag
Any moment you’re out of my sight
I make mistakes in so many ways and
Faults, I have more than 100
I’m Struggling, you know I am

Appreciatin’ is something I be forgettin’
Every second, 24/7, I’m a forgetful servant, I gotta be prayin’ though
Appreciatin’, when suffering, calamities call,
My soul be hospitalized and all gonna be alright