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Una palabra no dice nada
y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo
igual que el viento que esconde el agua
como las flores que esconde el lodo.

*one word doesnt mean anything
and at the same time it hides everything
just as the wind hides the water
like the flowers that the mud hides

Una verdad no dice nada
y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo
como una hoguera que no se apaga
como una piedra que nace polvo.

*A truth does not say anything
And at the same time it hides everything
Like a bonfire that does not go out
Like a stone that is born with dust.

Si un dia me faltas no sere nada
y al mismo tiempo lo sere todo
porque en tus ojos estan mis alas
y esta la orilla donde me ahogo,

*If one day you need me, I will be nothing
And at the same time I will be everything
Because in your eyes are my wings
And the shore where I drown

Blog di update kerna firdaus suro =p

As I got up this morning
U watched me and hoped I’d talk to U
Even if it was just a few words
Asking your opinion,
Thanking U for something good that happened, Allah,
But U noticed I was too busy
Trying to find the right clothes matching with the right shoes
and I ran around the house getting ready
U knew there would be minutes to stop and say hello
But I still,,, I were too busy
And at one point I had to wait doing nothing
Then U saw me spring to my feet
Thought I wanted to talk
But I ran to the phone
Called a friend… Wassup!

Ok now it’s time for us to talk
So I find and empty room but hesitation is in my heart
A look down the hall …nobody there so I close the door
Take of my new jacket? I can’t put this on the floor
I’m a have this conversation standin’ or my jeans will get dirty
Better yet I’m a sit on this chair right here ’cause I feel a bit lazy
Almost forgot to pull the curtains so no one can look in
And just when I’m about to utter U some words
Someone steps in
Embarrassed by the moment
I jump up and come up with some stupid excuse
Like I was looking for something
All while U were watchin’ me patiently
Ready to give more chances
With the hope
That eventually at some point I will speak to U

U give me so much
U wait all day for a nod
A prayer or a thought
A thankful part of my heart

I,,,,
All day workin’ hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

I know U noticed that before lunch I looked around
I felt embarrassed to talk to U
That is why I didn’t bow my head
Glanced 3 or 4 tables over, saw some of my friends talking to U
But I did not, there is still more time left
Hope that I will talk to U yet, but I
Went home and seemed as if I had lots of things to do
After that what is on TV
Suddenly I felt too tired to talk to U
Fell asleep in no time without a thought for U
I know it’s hard to have a one sided conversation
Well give me some days to try again and again and again

I came by your house very early this morning
I didn’t stop to call you or say hi, and that’s quite strange
Now that the lights are out, I’m thinking
If we only talk when I need it
Or if I only miss you when I’m afraid
I always carry you on my bag
Any moment you’re out of my sight
I make mistakes in so many ways and
Faults, I have more than 100
I’m Struggling, you know I am

Appreciatin’ is something I be forgettin’
Every second, 24/7, I’m a forgetful servant, I gotta be prayin’ though
Appreciatin’, when suffering, calamities call,
My soul be hospitalized and all gonna be alright

Un sol est une
pellicule
d’altération recouvrant une roche; il est formé d’une
fraction
minérale et de matière organique (humus). Un sol prend
naissance
à partir de la roche puis il évolue sous l’action des
facteurs
du milieu, essentiellement le climat et la végétation

il faut environ 1000 ans pour former un horizon A, plusieurs milliers
d’années
pour un horizon B et quelques heures à un homme pour
détruire
un sol.

merci =)

En Malaisie,
My family calls me ADIK,DEQNOR,ANOR =3
Jejiran pon same,tapi mak Emira panggil YANO =1
Kengkawan kat sktaam,smksaas,intersaber n etc panggil YANA=1
Tapi puan eliza panggil YANANO =1
Bila masuk Intersaber,Una panggil YAN =1
Sabrina pon panggil YENN =1
Skrang bile sampai Pau,
Mai san panggil YANYA =1
Des fois most classm8,sourtt les filles,panggil YANIX =1
but Flo kkdg panggil YANANORFARIZIX =1
Paling hampeh,Bastien n Pierre panggil YAYA =1
Xtually my real name is YANANORFARIZA =1
seb baik ta de sape panggey fariza hahahahha$
En total 13 nama!!! wow!

"When all ur lies become true,dont try to hide ur head!"
"what goes around comes back around"

well hell yeah! no conclusion!
bermula dgn small topic,berkembang menjadi perbincangan "philosphy" kemudian,,argument beza antara sains  dan philosopher,jadi besar dan besar dan besar! hingga la kecik semula sehingga memikirkan mengapa bakteria A bergerak ke bakteria B bukan bakteria C, jika ianya conscience,mengapa ade nya conscience,apekah yg trigger conscience itu argghhhh!!!! daripada aku dgr minah² ney ber"argument",aku pon melayan flottants hahaha lagi besh.
in the end,conclusionnya ialah,,NO CONCLUSION! kerana setiap conclusion adalah pencetus setiap "WHY?" "POURQUOI?" dan "KENAPA?" hahhaha
 

C.R.A.Z.Y

Double crazy

For somebody that used to be,,,,,,

when i’m crying, u laughing
u think that it has all been decided
but its all coming back to u…
u never realise
u think its alright
u say i can’t swim
but u’r drowning
u think that its all is been decided
but u still hiding in ur shoes
u never try to walk
u think its alright

cause the days are coming early
the sun is shining clearly
we need a ride
to travel fast
just don’t deny
break the ice
and the worlds’s becoming lonely
when pride just can’t be a print
i can’t decide

*yummmmy!

Hey there Hanis and Farah
Whats it like in Mulhouse and Nancy
I’m a thousand km away
But girls tonight I look so pretty
Yes I do (hahahah)
La tour Eiffel cant shine as bright as you
I swear it’s true

Hey there Hanis and Farah
dont you worry about the distance
I’m right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice its my disguise
Im by your side

Ohhh, its what you do to mee
Oh, its what you do to me (x2)
What you do to me

Hey there Hanis and Farah
I know times are gettin hard
but just believe me girl
some day i’ll pay the bills with this guitar
we’ll have it good
we’ll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Hanis and Farah,
I’ve got so much left to say,
if every simple i wrote to you
would take your breath away
I’d write it all.
Even more in love with me you’d fall
We’d have it all

Ohhh, it’s what you do to mee
Oh, it’s what you do to me (x2)

A thousand miles seems pretty far
but they’ve got planes and trains and cars
I’d walk to you if I had no other way.
Acap and the gang would all make fun of us
and we’ll just laugh along because
we know that none of them have felt this way
Hanis and Farah I could promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and you’re to blame

Hey there Hanis and Farah
you be good and dont miss me
2 more years and we’ll be done with school
and we’ll be making history like we do
You’ll know it’s all because of us
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there hanis and farah heres to you,
this ones for you                                                               

*German,2006

*Paris,2007

*no idea
 

*Masaf,summer 2007

*picnic chateau d’eau

*Move out,,=(

COLMAR + FREIBURG
30 & 31 DEC 2007

Back to kampung =),,kind of ler,,untuk melengkap kan lagi journey di
north east france,,kami pon melangkah ke colmar,tapi tak sah kan kalo
ta shopping kat freiburg =p,,erm bergerak dari dijon kul 17.50,,tapi
ade 2 org tuh tertggal train hahah well u-know-who la kan,,hahha
setibanya di colmar,perut menyanyi,dgn gagah nye kami melangkah ke
istanbul kebab,but damn! baru je tutup! arghhh so kami sbg scholar
petronas yg baru dpt elaun,called taxi to moliere hehhe there,thanks
mimi for dinner,n thank izyan for rumah =) ziarah umah rakan²,n met
hazmel,budak yg suka anta mms kat aku hahha most important is,blaja men
gitar ngan syuk =) mais MERDE! cété chiant! susah giler but thanks =),
Next day;
Freiburg!!! yeah! i walked from moliere,,passed tru foyer saint marie,bought 2 tocards à four de bois,ça me manque tjrs =),,yasmin ta ikot,,,but! Hanis été là!!! mon pote! so 11 of us,bergerak ke freiburg,,well u know,,kalo da shopping ngan hanis,,sume menda mesti beli hahah so satu beg disambar,,blom kire choco lagi hahaha
then p mkn kat kedai kebab yg waiter die sgt comel ngan zam, 12,hanis n mr X,,,sedap =),then balik to colmar,ingat nak main patinoire tapi ta sempat,sorry hisyam =) tapi dpt jalan kat marché noel,,dpt minum jus d’orange chaud,mkn gaufre =) n i agree with yasmin,,we dont miss colmar xtually,we miss the atmosphere =)


 

*tekun =)


 

*6 euros

NANCY
31 DECEMBER 2007-le soir

Sakit tekak,tangan gatal,selsema,sakit dada! damn! after penat bersuka ria kat Colmar,kami dont yasmin,farid and aku bergerak ke Nancy,train kul 7 mlm,sblom tu sempat kol asmaa hehehe keciwa die sbb kami p colmar ta bgtaw die heheh,,well ta byk benda buat kat nancy,cume byk bergumbira entre amis =),mlm new year ta kuar pon sbb sume penat sgt,just tgk kat tgkap je,,nancy pon sejuk giler!bile jln mlm tuh rase cam jln dlm peti ais erm ta byk la na cite,,tapi best sgt =)

*Nancy punye place ape ntah

*mon beau sapin =)